I feel like I am addicted to excitement and am in constant need of feeling it.
I have been feeling really good, happier, more excited, and calmer in the last 6 weeks or so (I am so grateful for this). These has been mainly because I was able to walk more and see that I have had my energy back; I was able to save more and as a result, buy more (of those that I needed); I was losing weight and feeling a little bit better; I had developed a new interest (sewing); and I was able to eat better with more diverse and healthier food.
Doing/feeling each of these great things almost every day/week was a constant source of joy and pride that made me excited! 🙂
Yesterday and today I feel like meh for no apparent reason, even though I have so much to be grateful and joyful about.
Is it because these beautiful things/activities became a routine?
Perhaps it is true – too much of something great may not constantly feel good over the long run. Perhaps I should refrain from and miss those first, for example shopping, to enjoy it next time…Dully noted…
Or maybe, I need to strive/plan/work towards something new?
Maybe all I need is a sewing project 🙂