A different kind of hope


For decades, I have lived with anxiety and depression. I have done or tried everything I can; from exercise to supplements to psychotherapy (which was very useful, but is also very expensive) to reading many, many books about the topic and trying different approaches to feel good.

I thought if I there was a solution, I would have already found it.

My great doctor did not hesitate to prescribe me anti-depressant after I told him that I was not feeling well for a very long time, I was struggling to keep up with the demands of life and work, I could not feel joy, and I could not afford psychotherapy.

I am highly functional, but sometimes I force myself to do even a simple thing. The pressure I put on myself to do many things eventually becomes unbearable.

It is also unnecessary, my doctor said.

I resisted the idea of medication for a very long time. Now I think that was silly. As my doctor said this may be a simple chemical imbalance. If the body cannot produce it, there is nothing wrong with supplementing it with medication.

My doctor’s positive attitude and support made my day.

Medication gives me hope. We do not know whether this particular drug or dose will be useful or not. But at least there are other dose and medication options. I have hope now.

Leaving resistance to use antidepressants behind and being open to support are additional incredible developments on my side. I feel like I can apply these to other parts of my life and at work.

I have hope.

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  1. I am glad you have decided to try this and I hope it works out for you. Husband was v v reluctant to try them but they help him immensely. As we said to him, antidepressants won’t make problems go away, but they give you the strength to deal with them, or take the edge off them making them less challenging to sort out.

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  2. I’m very glad to read this. I have benefitted from antidepressants and it is good that you are getting professional advice on this. The first prescription is sometimes a test to see to what extent it is effective, so be prepared to report back and possibly get a different prescription at some point.

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